心情日记。。。3

又是一个美丽的早晨咯~~~ 早安各位。。 =D 今天的天空~~恢恢的。。 天气也不这么清新,最近好像都是这样哦~~··打开眼睛的一瞬间，天啊！！！怎么那么快天又亮了~=（伤心的说~ 好想睡多一会~ 好像。。。 很久~很久~很久~没睡得那么的甜了~=））） 烦恼都没了吗？？？？哇呵呵呵呵~说来，今天也好像是本姑娘在任的最后一天了~.. 往后的日子一定要做的更好！！！！ 加油！！！加油！！！加油！！！！ =D

心情日记。。。2

早安哟宝贝们~~~~ 今天的心情好累哦，超想睡诀的说~~T....T 昨晚，向他说出了我的心情，真是超激动的~~~··@@.. 长篇大论了后，其实也感觉到他真的好内疚~哈哈哈哈哈，通常提分手的那一方都回这样吧~？？？？？？ 虽然没缘份在一起，可是毕竟他也带过幸福给我~~~ 都忘记了，我是个喜欢享受过程多过结局的人~=）））过去的我，真的无可否认，想不通，尽然比牛皮还硬！！！ 谁人说，都听不进去~~~ =）。。 各位宝贝们，本姑娘开窍啦~~~=DDDD

接下来的日子，会想清楚我应走的路~享受我的人生~。。。 还有，珍惜爱我的人~~=DDDD  要多多支持，还有多多爱我哦~~ 噢，还有还有，至我那爱过的人，不要难过内疚了啦~~开心过生活，还有身体健康哦~~~~ ^v^ ~~~~~

心情日记。。。

星期三 - 上午八点四十五分。。。 晴天。。。

           最近的生活排的密麻麻的，有一大班朋友的我，子要开声，就有人陪。。 当中，也不缺乏追求者们的日烈回应。。。 然而，我还是觉得。。我的生活，缺少了些东西。。工作？爱情？。。。 无可否认，在爱情当 中，现在的我决不是个勇者。。 工作方面，依然等待着新`的挑战。。~ 很想远离现实，一个人流浪去。。。。。

         天天都好想有个拥抱。。。可以抱紧我然后和我说声，不怕不怕有我在，什么都不怕吗？。。。馍馍我的头，拍拍我的肩。。。 =‘） 。。。。 说声我好勇敢。。。

Crazyness Life...

Owhhh....***** Winggggg...~~~ another crazy days... Went to 'Milk' Club with my baby Yannie and gang of new friendss.. Again~~ Started my crazyness nite.. =DD .. Bomm Bomm Shake shake.. ~~Btw.. <3 I'm loving it <3 ... opsss... Alcoholic ~ =x.. drinks and dance~~ 

                                                         <3 Yannie Vs Pearlene <3

What's goin happend when Yannie + Pearlene... ???? ...BUahahhahaha...When Yannie + Pearlene = Crazyness days/Night... ~=))).. We talked, we laugh, we eat, we sad, we cried, we hugged, we slp,.... What a happy & sad days and nite we ever past by.. <3 

                                                                  <3 Huggies <3

Going thru with the life~ walking forward to my future.. Finally, today at 5.35pm.. i tender my resign letter.. peoples.. did you guys will think that i'm losser?? because of giving up so fast, sorry to disappointed u guys.. Hopes.. i'm doing the right thing. Hv tried.. n tis is really not i want.. N i hopes, still can get warmness support from who i care.. Currently, i'm still looking around for my next destination ...  What will going be in my future??? Again.. asking my self??... 

In the next day, went to breakfast with my family.. "Dim Sum' again.... =) ... the best choice ever for bfast... Bfast with family, the main purpose is which to talked and show caring for family members.. Ain't it..?? =)))..  Spend some times to family although how busy you are..~~~  Appreciate... 

                                        Huggies ~~ my little siew mai.. jia u with our future.. !!!!

Dear Mr.Bear~

Dear Mr Bear bear~

                  22/09/11 - Thursday, day begin with raining day. Is my day, i love raining day, but yet hate, because sumtimes raining day will bring sadness. </3 Today, i told my colleague that, i might quit. Out of my expectation, i gt da caring and support from them. But, just 2 of them. =) Is more than enough, peoples... do you guys ever think of your future?? what do you want?? and what do you wish to achieve? Do you really make efforts on that?? and for me.. Yes, i do.. i might still confusing with my future, i even not really know what i want to achieve, but at least, i'm clear with my current situation.=) Yes, i dislike my job scope which is free in most of the time. I dislike just sit in office everyday, FB whole day long, lunch for 2 hours and so on. I wish that, i really involve in working environment. I wish that people can see my performance, I want show my capability in workforce. !!! This is what i want!!! In term, i do not get right now.. but, i'll move forward for it..=)

   

           <3  Hello my lovely bear bear,  hugs over da night, accompany me all da time.. =)) My super bear~~~~~~ <3

happy bday papa~~~~

                                                               Picha b4 celebration~

Happy bday to my super No.1 papa~~~~ =DDD ... MR. NG KENG HOCK!!!! ..buahahhahahhaa...~ 18/09 .. which is my lovely papa bday~~~ ...=))))

For Whose are close with my family~ sure knew that.. i gt a lovely papa~~.. he hv a serious face all da time, but yet, he is a nice papa~..

Hey, people~~ can c it??? i m getting rounder...??? @@?? omg.. ......... sighhh.. sad lar...=((( hw cummm!!... how i goin to wear sexy dinner dress during my bro wedding??? =(((  Btw, today celebration is at Cheras 'Tai Thong' restaurant. ~~ total cost RM 500 !!!... but i just sponsor quarter of it.. heyhey.. i just a newbie in social... nt much of earning k~~ .. PAPA .. DO WAIT ME..!! I SOON TREAT YOU IN SOME HIGH CLASS RESTAURANT!!..

                 My Beloved Babe bear~~~ ... still rmb this??? =))))

Hv been a period of time never take picha... just bcoz i'm getting fatter!!! rounder !!!! cute ~~!! ==.... Hello peoples !!!! i'm goin lose my weight in 1 month time..!! My Target is 8KG!!!!! .... -v- ... ain;t it too much~~~ 0w0.. ~ buahhahahaha.. 

                  Adrian & ME...

People... I'm decided to give up for sumthing.. which is... related to my future.. not going tell out da full story right now... but.. at least, i'm decided to do this....~ Mayb, some will say that, i'm weak.. or.. Watever tat i don like to listen... But, i still will do it!! as i like!!~ wuahahhaha~ =D.. yes!!! So happy with my current decision !!.. waiting for my dream.. i hopes it'll come true~ =)) M.E .... I think ~ for those who are followed my fb status before.. you sure know what does M.E means.. =DDD My dreamsss..  waiting for u~~~ lalalalallalal~~

加油！宝贝！

加油！宝贝！对着我最亲爱的小烧卖说~ 当然，也要对自己讲一下~=）。。 想一想，最近好像没常常笑了~ 笑容好像离我远了~ 不不！！！ 不能这样，没笑容的人生，是黑暗的！~ 我希望，个个在我身边的人都是开心的~

各位~。。 今天是本故娘的分手两周月~~~ 好快呀~！！！两个月前的今天，真是我人生的一大考验阿~~~觉得自己好厉害，捱过来了~=D  说真的，如说~我放下了？放弃了？还真是不要全信，毕竟真的爱得很深~可是，现在的我，看得多了，想的也多了~自然而然，思想，不一样了。。

想想，如果爱会令一个人变得有压力，不开心，那我宁愿自我消失~ 不出现在他面前~ 因为，我只希望，我的爱让人感觉到幸福，开心。。爱情就真的很简单~

在`这里特别说一下， 认识了小烧卖一年不到。。 可是，我却觉得是如持的熟稀~好奇妙。。聊不完的话题，可能我们大家都是属于不喜欢场面冷场的那种人吧~不顾形象，大嗓音~这就是我们的标志~      这就是缘分啦~~~~~~

=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D+D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

my 1st exhibition.

Finally is the day~ 10 sept 2011 ~... my ever 1st exhibition.. =D ..waited for so long.. and finally.. i'm involve of it. Before exhibition, busy of set up, checking of function room, meeting, discussion is just part of my job. My day just over with the task. 

Recently, was thinking that. Is this what i want?? i hope i'm busy always.. Working over time, even though till mid nite also not a problem.. Never scare of tiredness, just hope i'm doing the right for my life. Mayb, peoples around me won't believe that, i able to work hard. In most of people mind set, i noe.. i m a princess for you all.. But!! i here to telling all.. I'M NOT!!! .. =) i'm just wish, work in a hapy environment.. in my interested field. 

Currently, i felt ~ .. although, started of busy work life.. but, im nt happy with it.. I noe, the reason i not happy is nt because of tired of work, stress of work.

But just.. some.. 'unsure reason'... 

A BIG question mark above my head...

What am i looking for??

 Time can change my mind???

Time can let me know d answer?

I DONO~~~.... just...dono...

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

The earlier morning of this day, when i open my fb..i saw a message, dono why.. i felt sad..

It's truly sad...  Although, is not happened with my self.. & i was past over it.. 

The feeling of sadness, which is i can't describe well..~ 

Worried so much..  Lucky is, she's brave ... tough enough.. i believe, she can past by it.. =)).. 

<3 No worry, i'm here always.. to be your listener, a counselor who failed to console her self , a standby fren who on cal 24 hours with no any changes. =)))... <3

I know there are numbers of obstacle in front of us now.. The words don give up, will change and give a better future.. =) Problems sure can solve in 1 days... 

                                                                   

                                                                                 ALL DA BEST TO YOU & ME... <3 P & Y <3..  
                                                                                                                  JIA YOU!!!

Guiding star~~~*************

The bad day...

A silent night, a tired day~ i'm here again, blogging time..But, dono what should write.. heart was tiredness.A long long journey~... When it gonna reach??

Under the dark night, i was staying alone in my room.. In front of laptop, typing out my feeling in this moment..  is 10.29PM ..

Greyness~~ cover my heart... It's not clear as white, and it's not dark in colour.. ~ Just like my feeling~ unclear always.. What m i looking for???? ..

Dear my guiding star~.. please come over me, bring me the hopes, brighten up my life.. ~~~
Dear my guiding star~~ you are just near to me, but yet far to me..
Dear my guiding star~~ what is the reason that, i can see you with my eyes, but can't touch you with my hands.. ~~~~~

The Bitterness...

Over the past, there are such a number of challenge in your life. Stress of homework, study, result, assignment, family, relationship, social, workforce and so on. And now, i'm go through it 1 by 1. started form my study, worried of my result, sadness of relationship and finally i'm joined in the social, and therefore, started of working life. 

The complicated of human being, which you can seen in your workplace, Much of characteristic, the different faces, those peoples is which you need to be with, and use to be. I'm only newbie in the social life, arghhh.. reli need time. In my opinion, when you treat some1 good, automatically he or she will good to you. Just like every morning, gv a big smile to peoples, to start the begin of days, and i wished the peoples beside me can hv a good days. Tried hard to joined in every group of peoples. but, seems like one or 2 of them not to accept me.. =(((  sad case... i really wish i can have a close relationship with all my lovely colleague. The problem is with me or mayb i'm really thinkin much.. too sensitive??? In this afternoon, when notice that,i'm the 1 to be asked to stay in office just becoz all of colleague wana lunch gather, i really felt super upset. Tears gona drop, but~ no way!!!!.. need to be strong!!i'm in social life now! =)) 

Altot d end are out with the gang, but seems like still not in the group.. =(( ..nvm!!!.. i tel my self.. gv sum times, communicate more, 1 day.. i sure can b the focus in the group, somebody..but nt no body.. !!!=)).. However, hoorayyy.. my busy life is increasing nowadays.. ^^.. 

HMMM~~..peoples, do give me some suggestion, do i need looks for some part time?? i hope to save lot $$$~~ ^^.. n hopes go around the countries... =)))).. yippeee.. ~^^. Since start to worked, i paid for all of my expenses.. petrol~tol~parking~expenses, wooow.. is really so much... T__T .. but, i can felt the fulfillness..~.. still happy with it.. !! oh yeahhh!!.. i able spend for my self, gv $$ to mama, spend family meals..!!! @v@ ( hmm, dear my lovely family members, so sorry, due to following days, i needa work continuously 14 days, so once i off, will remember to spend meals..)~@v@

"Bitter is an evolutionary process, if you're feeling bitter, don't despair. You can channel that bitterness into something amazing.."~~

2011 ~Family Trip~~...

Hi~ ladies and gentlemen, hv been a period of times i never update my blog...=) .. how are u all?? Now, here i'm ~~^^.. blogging time~ Ppls ~.. do miss me ya..=)).. hehe..what a long holidays that just past by, Merdeka day + Hari Raya~.. Guess~~hw nice was it~ .. i believe that, on this few days holiday, sure lot of ppls goin for short trip or  vacations.. Of coz.. included me~..=))... This time, i'm going p.penang with my lovely family members.. 

Here we go!!~~... started our journey at 6am in da morning.. We planned to have b'fast at Ipoh.. A famous 'Dim Sum' shop..~~ 'Restaurant Foo Shan' ... 

                                               Variety of Choice.. and taste is reli nt bad.. ^^

After "Dim Sum', we move on to our destination~!!!... P.Penang~~~..=D .. Da 1st day of holidays.. traffic is smooth, i still imagine that will be jam during the journey.. Luckily, da highway was goin smooth~~.. ^^ .. What a good day..*****~~~ da begin of my family trip~~~.. This time, we r staying at 'Park Royal' hotel~.. which a 5 start hotel as well.. ..=))) .. Hm~~.. da price is not expensive that what i m thinkin.. and, services, facilities is reli well being.~~ ^^.. There are lot of activities provided by hotel.. and.. we r enjoyed the facilities such as, swimming pool, gym, and my very 1st tried of  "JET SKI", & BANANA BOAT" ... =DDD .. and i'm decided to try all of the water spot in next time.. ^^.. loving it.~~ (* Due to i forgotten to bring along sun block, after water sport, i becum a roasted pig..*) ... ==~~ really swt..!! and i'm like..WTH, I'M COOKED.. so hot.. my skin was burned!!!..==..

  The beach is really clean & clear~~~..winggg...***

         My Dinner~~..

Prawn mihon+kueyteow.. at penang its so called hokkien mee.. Add on with pig skin and herbs egg in traditional cooked style.. quite like tis.. Hmm~.. nt bad.. cn hv a try~~... =)) .. 

                                                                          Fried Oyster~~

.. this 1 is really thumbs up.. full of oyster, which compare to kl, they are just few piece of oyster.. =DD.. ~

       Hotel B'fast.. enjoyed with beach view..sea~side view..~

             Halooo~~.. here they are.. ^^.. my family~

                   Penang famous Asam laksa..~

After that. move on to our next target of food hunting .. Penang laksa..~ we went to 'Kek lok si' purposely just coz few bowl of Asam laksa.. Well..~ is quite disappointed me.. q for so long, da asam laksa is in a super small size.. hm~~.. is really can fulfill my little big tummy with only 1 bowl and without any slide dishes..=w= .. Hmm~..hahhaa.. i admit that, i good in appetite nwadays..~ @@.. and this.. make my pants bcum tight, weigh total increase of 5KG!!!! ... WAT THE...... ==.. m i wrong??.. hmm.. mayb.. da machine is spoil, and my pants is getting smaller after too much of washing times..== ..  

        <3 falling in love with this beach..~~<3

              Pey Ne & Pearlene.. my cutie sis in law~~

                           1,2,3 jump!!!!!!!!!!!

                   Is food again..~~~~~

2nd nite, we are heading to food court which near by Gurney Plaza.. Da foods at this place taste nice, but is quite expensive~~@@?? .. a super small bowl of prawn noodles cost RM5.. ?? a small plate of shell cost 15?? .. and, this food court is big, n quite a numbers of stall.. but,,,, they are repeated~~.. most of them are selling the same food, which is as you guys can c in this pic.. indian rojak, ' yao yu kang kung', prawn noodles, 'char kuey teow', fried oyster .. although the stalls are repeated, but, still a numbers of ppls q for those food.. hmmm~~. is quite weird with this business strategies.. @@~.. ain't it too much of competitors in same place.. coz they are selling da same food & oso same price...

            Doraemon mooncake.."dessert"

Hehe~~~~.. ^^~~.. finally..dessert time..^^.. doraemon mooncake.. this make me think of Yannie~~.. =DDD ...hehehe.. (My little siew mai...c ~~, hw good m i.. even tot im in vacation.., bt stil think of u..)..xDDDDD .. hmm~~ BTW,,~.. i finished 3/4 of each mooncake.. -w-..  ><.. FAT!!!! ..==.. nvm.. i told me self, food should not b waste.. no ppl eat themm, so..i finished it..~~ =V= ~~.. 

     <3   Pearl in da love cicle <3

During this trip, i saw that, the love between my bro n his wife. * they are officially marry in this cuming oct.~~ =)).. Finally~~. 8 years of love.. They goin end of this love relationship and upgrade to another stage.. pheww.. so lovely.. so sweet.. To have a long relationship is really not easy, each of lover need trusted to other, no matter wat's to goin happen.. hold your partner hand till d end. Just like my bro and pey ne.. my sis in law.. i goin call u ' da sao' lo..^^ .. in the mid of this trip, it's recal sum of my memories~~ So envy of this couple..~~ Started of emo mood, begin of sadness in 2nd nite of my vacation.. Sweet couples.. sumtimes..they just like a kids.. fool each others, bt is sweet enuf.. <3 . good nite kiss, morning hugs.. sum sweet words form my bro .. 

He asked.. " wat do you think that i love u so much, and wana marry u?? and she answer " Dono.." .. with smiling face.. He said..: " becoz u enuf stupid to let me chase of you, and bcoz your smell.." .. 

and.. i..... felt da happiness among them.. tis make me..thinking of sum1 .. i secretly tears drop in da car~.. but, i m glad that, my bro hv his love.. the only love.. " Gor gor~~.. altot u like bully me, kacau me.. but, i stil hapi to hv u as my bro.. wishing u here.. stay hapiness with ah sao~.. Love 4ever.. <3 .. =)

                                                                                                                      Pearl@Life~~~...