领薪水啦~~~~

8/25 。。。领薪水鲁~。。度过了三个星期非常得空的OL生活，很快滴，领了我第一份工钱~因为这个月只做了三星期，在加上没参与任何活动。。所以，本人的薪水真的少到可怜~~ 可是，还是会请吃滴哦~~。。。=）。。

踏入了第四十天了，最近。。。你还好吗？？？。。最近，一定很忙吧~。。。记得喝多点水哦~=）））。。有时间，休息多点吧~有时候，也可和家人吃下饭啊~呵呵~ 虽然，好像不关我事，关心下而已~=）））。。 没你的日子，一样的，我过得不好。。。没一天不在想你，到现在，依然会吧自己累坏了，才回家~。。。

累了，就睡~。。。睡醒了，又从复一样的生活。。。就这样，过了我的每一天。。。可是，不用担心，我很好~=）））））。。

有个想法~那就是，虽然不能在你身边~可是，我依然想在你背后，默默的关心你，支持你~。。这样，就够了~=)))... 希望，你能天天开心，平安~。。=）））。。 

*~ 难得的一天，好早回到家阿~..好不习惯。。。。 

                                           。。。。 满天的星空~一闪一闪~。。。。

                                                                                                           Pearl@life~~~~~

没有你怎么办——严爵。。。

这首歌，从以前就听过了~。。从没留意当中歌词，当中的一句“爱情令人一夜长大”。。好贴切~。。。 从没想过，原来我也学要上这一堂课~。。真的好想不上，不爱，不痛。。。如果可以选~。。只可惜，命运往往喜欢作弄人命运选着了你，就只有面对。。 我。。。 好想逃~。。。。

昨天，终于见到了我三位无敌三八姐妹~。。。 虽然，我们不常见面。。但是，每当见面时，都会有聊不完的事，大家都会拿出自己的事来说~。。。 好巧啊，四个当中。。就有三个遇到了感情问题~.. 我的事，他们也刚知不久~因为，我也没跟什么人说，可以说每当大家知道时，真的是十分的惊讶~！！。。 那么被看好的一对~。。哈哈~没了~==~。。

现在的心情，好想喝醉~真的很想~。。=)))))...

无聊的我~。。。。现在不想写了~。。。=)))

ALL OUT OF LOVE.....  最近常常听得歌~~


I'm lying alone with my head on the phone,
Thinking of you till it hurts,
I know you hurts too,but what else can we do,
Tormented and torn apart~
I wish i can carry your smile and my heart,
For my times when i life feel so low,
It will make me believe,
What tomorrow could bring,
Today really doesn't know, doesn't really know~
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you,
I know you were right believing for so long,
I'm all out of love, What am i without you,
I can't be too late to say that i was so wrong~
I want you to come back, to carry me home
Aways from this long lonely nights,
I'm reaching for you,are you feeling it too,
Does the feeling seem oh so right,
And what would you say, if i called on you right now,
And say that i can't hold on,
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day,
Please love me or i'll be gone, I'll be gone~~~~~~
........................................................................
 

                                                                                                                               Pearl@life~~~~~

Supportive people...

Lately, had told my buddies that, if 1 days..u found out i had change my personality..plz don shock...Yes..I'm~... out of control to did sumthing..Sumthing ..i might not do it in my life.. However, someone who always support me..today, i really gonna to tel u..thanks..thank q so much for your caring..your understanding, your supportive, your kind...everything.. i appreciate you... Although you really nt mind, i knew, you wish to protect me.. But..i'm nt ready for any new relationship I told that, if i accept.. maybe is bad for you..mayb i'm just using your love to let my self fell better..Mayb..i'm scare..or start to far away from love..form hurt.. So sorry peoples.. I'm lying~.. i think..i'm still weak..~ Days before, was thinking so much of nonsense.. I knew..i should nt do this.. This kind of mindset is really bad.. STOP. IT.!! Although i don mind to be a bad gal..

Anyways... just be positive ..MUST do it.. and not jz try my best~..=)))...  Still moving forward for my future..=)))... GAMBATTE PEARLENE NG~..

                             

                                                               SOUND OF SADNESS

                                                                                               Pearl@life~~~

Delicious Lunchie~

Hello~....since couple of month i wish to try dishes from 'Delicious'....~ owhhh.. Finally...today i get to tried~..yummy~..is really good in taste~..^^~.. Movie and lunchie with a friend.. Hm~~. i think gonna be 6 years we never meet for each others..haha~ 6 years before, we meet once.. haha..ya..just once..~=D ..~ n we lost contact in between.. years before, this fren get me from facebook~..wowahhhaha~.. love fb so much~~ ..

Hm~~...i know him from friendster.. wooww.. long long time ago...hahaha.~ hm..~  my perception toward this guy is.. hardworking, smart in study.. knowledgeable, experiences, hmm... a super no. 1 bf.. coz can c hw much he love his gf..~~ -w- ~ and from his caring toward his love.. nt easy to give up.~ although gf is nt around, bt stil always care of her and called for care... Envy so muchhhhhhhhh to his GF~~... hmm~.. just lost my love.. bt, however..during the time in love..i'm feel hapiness too~.. When in love with someone~.. i just wish that i can take care of all his thing..sharing, listening~~ .. this make me feel sweet enough~..haha..I hv a small ambition.. which is.. can always take care of my love one.~ =))).. ~

                "Wild mushroom soup with garlic bread" really thumbs up~..

            "3 cheese sandwish" Fattening ~~=w=

                         Inside Full of Cheese~~

                      "Mush Mascarpone"... speacial sause.. hmmm ..it taste abit sour ..

          My drink.~ ice lemon grass~

                               Dessert ~ " Macadamia Cheese Cake" .... super love this 1~..<3

Finished my weekend activity~~.~~ 2 hours for a movie and 2 hours for lunchie..~ hmmm~~...arghh...i want more and more outting....=((((( ~... This days, really much outting for me... Due to recently i really not so prefer free time.. i don need more rest time.. enjoyed all moment when outting.. ~ Staying home for a long period will make me feel bad.. Because.. i know.. the bad thinking will find me, once i'm free..~ just to make my self in busy mode.. wish that i can hv a bz work life soon.. Can't wait to learn new thingy~~.. and my target...Future plan.. Wana achieve it asap~.. 

                                                                                  Learn more, See more, & you will get more...

                                                                                                                                  Pearl@life~~

Begin of social life...~~~

8th of August..here i m!!!~...Finally, i started my work life...hmmm...currently, i'm working at Menara Keck Seng, which at jalan bukit bintang, and just next to Westin hotel..~ opposite of me, is Pavilion~~~...@@~.. Oh yea~ My company are doing services such as, consult and selling Australia land & properties. N i'm as a marketing exec/Pr to da company.. my job scope is handle with clients, follow up clients after project, exhibitions, meeting, build good relationship with clients, report, sales and etc... ~~ @@..really such a heavy job..but i love my job~=))..

2day is my 5th days of worked... all my team members are goin outstation at JB for exhibition.. Due to i'm stil green, manager asked me stay here..and i 'll gt involvement in next exhibition. ~~ reli can't wait for it.. Big challenge is waiting me.. I fount out that, ppls in social really much different compare who i noe since before....   They are much more complicated, different mindset, sharp eyes.. just like can read my mind.. (but, sum1 told me, tis just bcoz my mindset is too easy to read..==) .. however, 2day lunch, i ate with a colleague, she's in charge of HR department.. We enjoyed our lunch at Ichiban Ramen~.. @v@~..

This is only no. 5 days she knew me..In da past 4 days, we never have any chit chat session and about personal thingy... Is really shock me, during the times, she talked lot about me..about my life, about my personality. just like she knew me long time.. Our conversation is about 2 hours~ ( haha, my lovely co. is really free of time, you can be late, as long as u show result.) I really gained lot life experience in this 2 hours conversation, and from her, i get to know some fact, some life cases, which i think i really need face it. understand of the reality world.. Maybe, just a basic social life knowledge, bt i use to it. 

My manager told me, in this industry, you need to be fake in some circumstances. If not, you won get wat u wan. In order to stay in da reality world, you have no choice.. you needa bring along ur mask to any where.. This is a protection. ( I really can't imagine, i gona be a fake person., wearing mask .???..of coz i wil drop da mask when face my lovely frens and family~=)))

Whoever can read ppls mindset, for me.. you are so intelligent~.. how do a ppl can read others thinking?? i think, i really hv to learn a lot.. because~ for me.. working life~.. just like a new life for me.. all are started form 0.. and, i'm stil in baby stage.. @v@..  

                                                                                                    I'm learning...learning to be better....

                                                              Pearl@life~~~~

To Be Continue~..Part II

Hi again~~...the past few days was no mood to update my blog~..T~T ...Let's continue now..=) .. oh ya..after dinner v just hang around at 'Takashimaya' shopping mall.~ and 1 thing..i found out that, Sg transport is really so best!!!.. you can go anywhere just by their MRT, which is our LRT... but they are really big differences..@@.. a lot of shop and boutique you can shop over there... wuuwwooo~~.. just~~..too nicee~..^v^ ~ 

                        shop shop shop until u drop~~..=P

                     with my cutie uncle peter~.'jiu jiu'

                    i really love tis place so much...~well... wait for me..coz i'll b bac ~ =)

                          FUhhh~~~~ just like a postcard... 

             In da Bus~

               hahaha...'jiu jiu' just follow my posing~ 

               During the way to 'New Asia' .. jiu jiu told us some story..

This is a convent door.. In da past hundred years.. there are a lot abandoned baby here..:'( . People will leave their baby here..to wait others to adopt their children...is so sad...  coz the baby will become orphan..  :'( Hmmm~~~.. why do this happend???

                        T..T

  

Dang Dang~~~~...and...finally i'm here.~~~!!! New Asia...Clubbing nite...xD... fantastic ~~!! a great and super nice place i been for clubbing.. It's at the top of building..the highest building in Singapore ..ops...4gt the building name..~@v@ ~~.. when i 1st in to the club.. i just felt that, i'm the alien.. just bcoz my dressing..=w=  n.. i think..i'm the youngest inside the club~ OMG...is such a wonderful place, to enjoy the night.. My very 1st tried~~~..Champagne..~ n i fall in love toward it....=P.. the taste is so good..~~ <3 <3 <3

         This is just near by our hotel..~Sg night life~

                                                                 Gals..~ started to drank...

So high~~...i love the feeling of drank...so high....give me 5~ oh yeaaaa~~~...hhahahahaa... 1st time drink champagne..1st time gt this special feeling...so happy...excited~!!!!!!...i want it again...~~~<3 ^^~

            Sexy Baby~~~~

YES!!!!,,,Hey everyone!!!... i wana change style...hahahhaha..to sexy baby~~~....waahhahahhahaha...sounds funny right~~~....=v= ~~~.. hmmm~~... whatever.. just hv a try with different looks~~ =P. ~ 

               Is me~~...

                                                                    

Btw..~ 2nd nite in Sg~.. v just sit at the river side..that's no 'happening' nite~ ..Upset for so long time, felt much better sitting beside the river~  .. the night view in Sg..~ wind~ songs ~.. make ppls 4gt their stress, and all bad things.. during the trip.. the enjoyable moment i had..is this night..doing nothing.. just sitting beside the river. My mind is keep storming.. refresh and refresh.. think and think.. thinking about what i had passing by during the time..some stupid stuff i did~ okie..looking forward to my future now.. future plan.. i'll moving forward for it!!!...

                                                                          

New Life in SG~~~....

Say hi to Singapore....^^~... started my journey to Singapore at 5th August...Wooww...Wat a wonderful trip for me...The 1st time going trip without parent..~ Papa & mama was so far from me...Hmmm~ will miss them a lot..Bt, at another side, i was so excited as well...~ xD... I can take care my self although papa is not around me..=))..

 

              Alice & Me

I'm going with a gal who cal Alice~~... She's my since diploma..which is 5 years ago...=)).. Our flight is 12pm in da afternoon~... Hehe...great time right???hehehhe... my planned~...reach Sg at 1pm.. check in Hotel at 2pm..and finally..!!! start our shopping day..~walalalal~..=w=... yeapp... Our hotel is located clack quay..Robertson Quay Hotel..~...is not a 5 start or top hotel..but.~ i'm still enjoyed it~..because it was sponsor by my lovely uncle peter~...^^~..so niceee~~~... Da hotel is at river side, and its was so so so happening in d night time.. Lot of tourism drinking beer in da street..chit-chating.. party and so on.~ Btw, my 1st night in Sg was spend with my lovely uncle peter and his parent..which my 'jiu gong & jiu po'....

  View of 'River Side'

HAHAHAHAHA~~~...1st look at Sg...with spec..hehe...i'm lazy to apply make up..~~ casual dressing and clean hair style..~=)))... However, i like this place so much...hmm ~ a nice place for jogging as well...nice environment~~.. <3~..

                  Ice-Cream stall beside the river... is a traditional ice cream~..

             Egg with vege... is reli so nice...=).

Our dinner is at 'Imperial Treasure Restaurant' in Takashimaya shopping mall...which in ochard Road..~ ..This restaurant need do reservation before you go...especially weekend..~ Taste is good, dish is speciall~ from wat i noe, it's a "Shanghai' famous restaurant...~ 

           Special Dishess~..'Smoke Egg'

                              This so call~...'Kau Fu'...Hmmm~... beancurd with some special sauce..

                                                 Seacucumber~~~

                                                ' Spicy Fried Chicken'

                                  Dessert~ 'yong zhi kam lou'... manggo dessert.. opss.. with pamelo.~yum yum

        Family Photo + Alice...~~~

                                                                                                                HEHEHEHHEHE~~~...

                                                                                                             Ops... To Be Continue~....

                                                                                                                                                                                           Pearl@life~

选择了忘记~

八月四日，这天应该是个开心的一天~表妹从johor来找我。。。又开始忙碌的逛街，美食。。。开心的星期三在路途中又想起了他！！为什么？？？真的很讨厌自己这样。。不是没事了吗？？都放开了。。还那么介意？？？想一想，好像delete他所有的东西~好让自己好过些~。。。

最近的我~变得有点假，明明不想笑，却要笑得很开心~明明很不好过，却要假装过得很好~。。。这一切，都为了不要让家人朋友担心~也不想让人失望。。。

我很好？？？？。。。

                                        

人家说，上理发院可以转换心情~=））））。。。换了个新发色~剪短了少少~

这个月，几乎天天不再家，走街，买东西，打扮，拍照~。当然。。。过程是开心的，但是。。一但恢复正常生活，又会回到负面想法。。。一切的点滴。。。一一展现~~。。

              我还是我~。。。。


我还是我，努力学习着人生哲学~。。。。
看着你的一切出现在我的面子书，会逃避~。。。你说，我很好，好到另你感到很有压力，很可笑。。。明知道，这是个不要我的借口。。
很想要求~。。。自私的要求，不要让我知道任何你的恋爱关系。。。好吗？？？我不想知道，也不必知道。。


 

莫个人的生日。。。我还记得。。。很奇妙~。。。对我来说，真的是个很重要的人。。