难捱的夜晚。。。。。

人家说，时间是治疗失恋的良药~可是，经历的过程真的很难捱~。。。不知不觉，都已经十八天了。。过得真快啊。昨天早上，天空下起晾凉的雨~就这样，你的影子又出现了。。每当黑夜来临时，那代表着你的星空就这样闪着。。看着这些，想到了你的承诺。。。一切都是一场梦，游戏。。又一次的发生了。。或许，只因我太笨。。。爱情这东西，我玩不起，也输不起。所谓的承诺，是什么？还以为真的遇上了，满心的期待没了。。
我说，我看开了。。。
看开了一切。。心痛又怎样，累了。。。
真的累了。。。
现在的我，只想天天开心。。也许因为我的不坚持，所以发生了这一切。。。当年的我，假如坚持点。。现在也许好过点。~

想起了莫个你，对不起。。。我一切的自私。。。任性的希望你陪我度过自己的不开心。。对不起，明知道这样，你会不好过。。却还想要你陪~真的对不起，可是现在的我。。又犯了~依然希望你在我身旁。。。

好像要一个温暖的拥抱 ~
只因，我好需要。。请容许我，这些无理取闹的条件吗?
答应你，以后和你分享的，只是开心，幸福，甜蜜，或是你我的事情。。
我一定做到，本人不会给空头承诺~！！！！
心事，只想让你知~
请不要讨厌我，生气我。。真的。。
对不起。。。。。

28/7 shooting day....

Early in the morning i was started to prepare for the outdoor shooting~~..woke up at 5.30am shower, make up, and hair do...Finally 8am my photographer and also my friend who call Daniel are reach..ishhhh... late for an hour..=w=... Let a pretty gal and also your model wait you 1 hour..." you hou em hou yi shi o.."..TwT...

        ~ in car~...

8am++ started our journey to Genting highland "Strawberry" farm...yeaaa~~~...  Can't wait for the shooting...=))).. oh yeaa....during the journey..Mr.Daniel was discussing what should we take for our b'fast.."Ampang yong tau fu"????..~but we are late...=w=..so....Finally!!!...i decided!!Mcd Breakfast~..

        ~  Sausage muffin & egg~

I love photo shooting~~<3 <3 <3..just because it can make me happy..reduce stress, forget those bad although just for temporary which is during shooting time. A nice dressing, make up, hair do..makes every ladies looks nicer and attractive..Just like a magic~=))..  *****~~~...my peaceful morning start with Mcd "boh" tea and Olivia lovely songsss.....

         As usual~..if without panda eyes i look nicer~

Magic magicccccccc~~~ when the 'panda' wil leave mee?????...T..T...~~~~plzzzzz... go far from meeee..i don need uuu~~:((((...when i get my 1st pay...i will invest alot to cure my 'panda' logo...!!!!=w=... looking forward toward my eyes plzzzzz!!!!!=)))))...

          ~pearl@winter style~

          Sun flower bring hopess~~~~..=))))..

    Fat pearl is cuming bac!!!!!Ishhhh...>w<

           ~~ 2nd stlye..~wingggggg****

            Strawberry ear phone...

 

    Daniel & Pearlene

Thank QQQQ Daniel...hmmm...Knew him since 4,5 years ago...A big tummy guy, gentlemen,  like to eat around, get know to pretty ladies xDDD, recently started for his part time photographer job, enjoy life, food, and a good friend as well...=))..this is my perception toward you..Mr.Daniel.. such a nice guy, and also a good boy friend..interest on me couples years before..and..i !! rejected!!!..hahahhaha..xDDD... (Daniel~~don gt mad if u see this post)..=)))... coz v stil buddy now~

thanks to u alot too..:)).. nice to hv u  as friend.. ^~^ ...

Finally, our shooting day end at 12pm++ ... tired, but i can feel the fulfillment..n now.waiting for da result...:)))...

                                                            Pearl@life notes ~...you can chose to be simple, and will get easier life. IF you chose to be complicate, much of challenge will waiting for you..If you fail, try again..they are much opportunity waiting in front of you..keep try and try, the success days will be with u~  do not give up and regret..=)))))..<3

                                     

                                          GOOD DAY FOR DA WHOLE WORLD~=D

Pearl@life..vs Dor@emon..~

.. In the past 7 days, there are too much happend..A changing from a relationship to single. All tis happend, juz like a dream...is a nightmare.. Days before this all happend, i was dream that 'he' leave me..and my dream was come true..+..+ ~~ A joke??? just a dream??? no..it's true..:).. keep cried n cried...sad and sad..tried to pull back the relationship.. did watever i can.. <3 but is failed.. pain..keep in my heart..

 

Over the days, what i had planned, are included 'him'.. Is time to wake up now..!! Pearlene Ng..i told my self..i need to face obstacle in front of me.. They are alot of challenge waiting me..i need to solve by my self..this is what call LIFE..~ About the bad, just a process, lesson. be success in future. :)..

I'm so glad that, they are alot of ppls bside me..Family & friends.. Yannie ~ Ms.Doraemon..A girl who's youngest than me 2 years, but she got a mature thinkin compare to me.. Mayb since child, i was over protected by my papa...Is good????hmm...but i'm no more a kid..23 years.. "Papa, is time to let go, i'm so glad to hv u as my papa, bt nw, i finished my study, is time to join real life...is time to work in social..i need face all by my self..don worry so much bout me..Pearlene is big girl~" ..:))..however, i hv no regret to involve in this relationship.. bcoz, this guy r someone important in my life, and..i get to know a new friend..Yannie~..=D ...a talkative  girl just like me... Long hours of chatting time, MSN, FB, hang out days..make our friendship become closer...Doraemon~..hugss...<3.. appreciate you~~:)))

       neh..yannie behind me~xD

    ~Yannie&Pearlene~

Hm~~~~.....finally..is really great to know "you".. Supported me always..accompany me when i meet problems..Be my listener and counselor~..Take care of me when i'm weak.."Genting hot drinks, dinner and lunch" ... All ur advise and words will always in my mind..=)... and also your life theory~..:))) Appreciate you..thanks to cheer me up in the past few days..Is so touching~:))))..hohoho~ and!!!you are upgraded..~=D ... YOU KNOW WHO U ARE~~~

            Neway b'fast with yannie~

      i look nicer if without 'panda eyes'

         Bought a new falt shoe in vincci.. RM 39.90 after discount~

 

    Dinner Time..'Sushi Tei'

While we are enjoying our dinner in Sushi Tei...they are 2 workers from sushi bar keep looking n smile to us..==..zzzZZzzZ... just cause..v both are too pretty~..xDDDDD...kiding kiding..( act i think is just bcoz v both keep capture picture infront of them)...zzZZzz

     My Dinner...Fried chicken curry rice~

    Finally~...Pearlene Note.: Pear@life..stay simple..stay happy~..Cheers..=))))...<3<3<3

Oh ya~...a good news to shared with everyone~....i gt my 1st jobs today~...xDD~..

              stay happy~Pear@life

 

harlo...welcum to my blog...

23 of july~... Pearl@life was created....:))...oh yea....finally...special thanks to yannie who help n guide me...hahhahaha~=) ~... i'm blogger nw..oh yea~~..=D...in the following days...wil update all my latest situation, status...bad or good days...jia u ya~^^~ good day for all ppl in the world~